I have been married for least than 3 years,, when we talk and he doesn't like what I have to say he is always

accussing me of screwing around and calling me a . I wait hand and foot on this man. I get his coffee his cig. I get his clothes, he has slap me several time and chocked me . he tells me to leave I do then he is calling me telling me he is sorry what do I do. I am so confused.